The Truth Is...

- I want to live alone with my kids.
I have lived alone with them, and I have lived with a partner. In my situation, I think living alone, just me and my kids is a better fit for me.

- I don't like anyone telling me what to do.
I am old enough where I think I know what I am doing. I don't want anyone telling me how I should be doing things with my life.

- I love my job.
I went to school. Tried different directions to go to. I never thought about leasing. But I love it.

Way Back Wednesday 9

two years ago. i had just had noah :)

The One

I have never been that girl. And sadly, I don't think I ever will be. I'm like that stepping stone type. You step on me on your way up. You still need me, cuz without me you could never learn all those important life lessons that need to be learned. Only a "girl" like me can teach those lessons. But I'm not the one. And you are only made the one by me. I have accepted it. Now all I have left is to embrace it...

Really?

We argue because I feel he is not disciplining his kid the right way. How that equals me not APPRECIATING him enough I'll never know. I know it's just a stupid useless excuse.

Way Back Wednesday 8

On a spur of the moment we decided to take a road trip up the coast to Lompoc/Santa Barbara. Little did we know that this would be the last road trip we'd take before moving to Las Vegas. What a beautiful way to go out!

Happy Birthday Noah!

Noah turned 2 on the 5th! It is amazing how fast time is flying by. I miss having a baby! But at the same time, I am really enjoying this child. He truly makes me happy :)

Right now Noah:
-Loves watching Curious George. Except he calls him, monkey. I don't think he can actually say "Curious George".
-All he wants is "juice" or "jugo". He is going through that stage of not wanting to eat much, but he is asking for juice all day long.When he does eat though, he is a good eater. Not picky at all. He will eat anything. Including things he doesn't need to be eating, haha!
-He loves putting other peoples shoes on. The bigger the better! lol. Or his own shoes, but always on the wrong foot!
-He is crazy! Gets into everything, cannot be left alone a minute! But he  keeps me on my feet.
-He is talking pretty clearly. He says a lot of words and can put sentences together. He says really funny things sometimes! He mimics everything. Some of his favorite phrases are:
     "help me, mom, help me!"
     "no, no, no, no, no"
     "you calling me?"
     "uh-huh"
lol... I'm sure I am missing a few that I can't think of right now. lol.

Anyway, my baby is growing, fast, and it makes me a bit sad and nostalgic. I know I am going to miss these days...

Whoa...

I have not posted anything in sooo long! My sister got married about 2 months ago! And this job is keeping me super, super busy... I know. It just sounds like a bunch of excused, but it's true! I will try my hardest to keep up now. Promise...