Get The Point

Well, we talked and talked and carried on 
from sundown till the break of dawn
We put the needle on the line
It just kept skipping

And then I realized all the time I was wasting
Trying to mend a broken situation
Day dreaming of leaving
I only had to do it

And now it's done, 
you still call every day
To no avail
I never have an answer
I never seem to be there for you

But there's only so many ways 
one can look at a given situation
And I wish you all the love in this world and beyond

I hope you get the point
I hope you get the point
I hope you get the point
The thrill is gone...

I hope you get the point
I think our love is done.

Well I was feeling sympathetic
But still sorry for myself
Flying blind, I really wasn't listening

So I'm trying to tell you plainly how I'm feeling day to day
And I'm so sorry now that you ain't feeling the same way

There is only so many ways that 
one can look at a given situation
And I wish you all the love in this world and beyond

I guess you get the point
I guess you get the point
I guess you get the point
The thrill is gone, gone, gone...

I hope you get the point
I hope you get the point
I hope you get the point
The love is done.

Don't come back for me

I'm over it...

I get it. As humans we sometimes grow apart. Our needs and wants change. It happens to the best of us. We sometimes fall out of love, just as easy as we fell in love. You get caught in the moment of now, happy to have someone to share yourself with. You are blinded, and you feel connections that might not even be there in the first place. Some of us don't even really know what we want. Yet, there is no excuse...

I guess I can forgive it. I'm no one to judge. People will do what they do. Some people are weak and have no courage. What I'll never understand is the lying part. There's no need for it. I hate that people just do things, lasting actions, that can really hurt people, without thinking it over, without thinking of the consequences of their actions. How do you not have a conscience?

The only solution I can think of, is to do me. You hurt me, you lied, you abused my love. I will get over it. I am strong that way. I've gotten good at it. Someday, you will realize. Someday, you will have regret. Maybe not today, maybe I'll never know about it, but it will happen, because you are human. But when that happens, don't come back for me. You don't get to get me back...

be true

Sometimes you fight so much for something without realizing you've actually outgrown it. Why? It sucks, because all you do is hurt people's feelings.You waste time and energy on something you don't want anymore. You invest in things you don't need, when you could be where you really want to be. People grow apart, fast, so fast you miss it. Be true to her, but must importantly, be true to yourself...

ill always love you

I love you
I wish you could see
All I wanted
Was for you to love me

I wanted you to see me
For something more
Not just some girlfriend
To keep you warm in the cold

I'll miss you forever
Especially at night
Because that is when
You loved me most
Never wanting to let go
and holding me tight

I'll always love you
Even if we're apart
You will always hold
A place in my heart

I hope you see
What you meant to me
It's not what you think
Baby believe me

I will always love you

argh...

I HATE when people don't acknowledge making a mistake and starting fights for no reason...

the curse of the ex...

You try and try, fight, to have a man be what you want him to be. After some fights, tears, and lots and lots of conversations, this man starts to get it. He starts to think before he speaks. He starts to put you first. He begins to live his life right.

And guess what. He does this for you. You make him see what a real woman is like, what real relationships are about.  He spends his days trying to make you happy. Spends time with you. He's not perfect, but you can see he is trying.

So what happens?

His stupid ex starts to realize that maybe he's not so bad. Maybe, just maybe, she's an idiot, and she might have had a lot to do with them not being together anymore... what to do? Continue sculpting a masterpiece? Or leave it alone?

Give it your all. If things are supposed to go your way, they will.

Bad Bitches Everywhere

Why is it so hard to treat people the way you would like to be treated? I try. I really do. Caring for myself is not self indulgent. If I care for myself it is because it is an act of survival. I need to take care of my own feelings because no one will ever take care of them for me. I can overcome all obstacles put in my path, with a smile on my face. I can smile every morning like I wasn't crying the night before. But that does not mean I don't hurt. I have learned to love beyond faults. To cry behind closed doors. And to fight battles nobody knows about. Because in the end, I am all I have. I'm just trying to be a good woman, in a world full of "Bad Bitches"...